The end is coming!

In a week, I shall be a high schooler no more. It'll be on to *ugh* college. And I'll be done 6 months earlier than my friends in Texas, so suck on that, bitches! Haha, that's probably the only enjoyment I get from finishing early. But, I'm really sad that I never, ever got to go to a high school dance. I know that sounds lame, but it's something I'd always wanted to do. And it was never for a good reason, either! I could never go, not because of acting or some other important event, no, it was because I was forced to choose between not going or having my mother tag along. *Ahem* I rather stay at home, thanks.
 So, yeah, never got to wear the fancy dress and go with a group and rent a limousine. Never got to color coordinate with my date. Never got to get all sweaty and have my heels hurt on the dance floor. Never had a fancy dinner date. And I never got a corsage or those long teddy bear thingies that I've seen people wear for homecoming, whatever the fuck those are.
I don't know...I wish my high school years had been more "normal". At least while I was in public school (pretty much just freshman year and 2 months in 10th grade). But, no, they were not. Of course.
I loved being in charter school, though! For one, it was so goddamn easy! I'm graduating with straight A's :D! For another, the teachers were great, I made friends with a bunch of them. I also didn't have to talk to the students if I didn't want to! And when I did, the kids there were pretty cool and almost NO drama was involved! Then, they offered free camps! I got to go to Colorado and North California for FREE! The best experiences in my life, hands down. I also only had to go to school twice a week. For an hour. The only reason I'd go more is cuz I almost never did my work at home haha. Sorry, but some things never change. And they did offer a prom over at the House of Blue in Disney, but I didn't go. For three reasons: 1) Mom 2) Didn't really have a date 3) I was filming Destroy Build Destroy that day. Whatever.
All in all, I'm glad I'm finally done with my school education. Now it's off to higher learning! Which is the equivalent to higher bullshit! Fabulous. I don't want to go to college at all. I grew up thinking it was a MUST and that by the time it was time to finally go to college, I'd know what to do! Yeah...didn't happen that way. I have no idea what to study or what college I want to go to. I don't want to study something artistic, because I'd like to actually USE my degree to get a job, thank you very much. So, I need to find something that I'd LIKE to do and will also get me a steady income in year to come. Shouldn't be hard, right... Well, I'll just see in community college if there's anything that really interests me. Maybe I'll know what to do from there. Maybe.
Anyways, ends are just new beginnings.