The 17 Day Diet- Day 11

God, this is so hard. I think I'm starving myself, I'm only eating 700 calories a day! Not because I WANT to go hungry, but because  I can't think of enough stuff to eat that won't make me fat! Dear lord, just let me be skinny already! And my goddamn mother is not helping. *sigh* So, for breakfast, I ate a plum and milk and those mozzarella string cheese sticks that are so amusing to eat. Then I made marinated grilled chicken breast myself! What, what! I added all the spices I wanted and it didn't turn out half bad. I think the way my mom did it was better, but hey! First time, k? K. So I had a few peices of those, since I couldn't have what my mom got for my brother and sister...-_- She got 3 frozen pizzas and cooked, not one, but TWO pepperoni pizzas for them to enjoy while I had to make my chicken. THE TORTURE. I'm telling you, I came THIS close to eating some. THIS. CLOSE. I don't think you understand how close, I needed to chew a whole packet of gum just to trick my tummy. Seriously, I was worse than a chain smoker, it was just gum stick after gum stick. Then I had more milk and more chicken for dinner, plus one more cheese stick. Even though it has high fructose syrup AND had fruits in it, I ate a Yoplait Light Strawberry yogurt. I'm sorry, I HAD to! I just need to be skinny, argh...I've been losing the weight, but not the fat. I'm gonna have to work out more...

Today's weight: 123.9 lbs