Oh. My. God. One of my ex-boyfriends is planning on getting married! Holy shit! And I can't even get a boyfriend, what the fuck. I'm really happy for him and her! But, man, it's starting. He'll be going the Army soon (along with a lot of my other friends, some of whom have already been there for a while), and now he's getting married. It's kind of insane, but somehow my friends and I are...becoming adults. EEEEEWWWW GRRRROOOSSSS! Haha. But seriously! Now I'm starting college and a lot of my friends will also start later this year. Then marriage...babies...jobs...careers...it's jarring to think that this is how it starts. When only a year or two ago, we were just high schoolers. Now...this. I'm so scared of the future, but now the future is the present and I have no idea how to deal with that! But, somehow I'll make it. Somehow.
PS: Would it be weird if I attended the wedding? I mean, he was one of my really, really serious bfs. Eh, whatever, I'll still try to make it haha. I love free cake!

I thought you had a boyfriend??
ReplyDeleteEh...We're not exactly what you call "together" haha. Long distance is really lame. So, I guess we'll renew when we're in the same state again haha
ReplyDeleteONE MONTH (or a little over)
ReplyDeleteHaha yeah more than a month :P
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