It's good to feel like a girl again.

I love knowing that I can still get silly little crushes on people. It makes me feel younger haha. I like knowing that I don't either feel indifferent or completely serious about a person. I can just act stupid and think like a girl. "Oh, he's so cute!" "Oh my god, he's so talented!" Just gush. I wish I had a girlfriend, like you know, a good friend that's a girl, to totally talk to and just feel stupid about guys again haha. I don't know, I think I've missed the feeling of idly thinking about someone WAY out of your league. It's actually a great little feeling that girls don't realize they've got until they stop feeling it. It makes me feel like I still have some sort of frivolous emotion left in me :P