Venting

If there wasn't a you
I don't know what'd I do

I'd probably curl up somewhere
And never be able to watch a rom-com again

Life would cease to make sense
My heart would just be a mess

I wouldn't know who to hold, hug, or talk to
Who would I confide in then?

Just the thought of you ceasing to exist
Just POOF gone and with you

The promise of possibilities
The promise of strolls on the beach, ferris wheel sunsets, a walk down the aisle

All the things people in love should do
All you'd take with you

What can I do?
Just stand limply by, and try to make it easy

I just don't want you to leave
I don't want to eventually forget you lived

Because if you go and here I'm to stay
All the memories will go away

Your footprint on this earth will fade
And with it the chance to feel sane

I'll never be the same
You've already changed me enough

Don't go ahead and take a part of me with you
It wouldn't be fair

It would just suck
And would you really do that to me??

After all the promises and fantasies
After all the declarations of love?

Was that all a bust?
All just a big ruse?

I need something to hold on to
When you slip through my hands

Please leave me with something solid
Or better yet, don't leave at all.